Nassizzlemynizzl: 2017 life update

Hi guiseee sorry i haven't been posting like ALOT lately i've been soOoOoOoOoOoOo busy with life, recently last 26th of April, i got this job as a waiter at Mata Mata, Serving Laksa Johor, Laksam and Laksa Penang, which was made by a Bruneian wife who married a Kelantan husband, lol yes me waitering people, lemfayo i know, but then its just me tryna gain experience, how its like to work as a waiter, lemme tell you its kinda shitty, boring and kinda stressful when there are ALOT of customers like bittersweet experience. 2017 has taught me alot of work experience, waitering, perfume selling, and even taking care of children while playing on the bounce house, and hey i even get to see Dato Seri Vida in real life like SKRAHHHHH.

9th June, the Teletubbies clan went for an iftar session at the mall, and ofcourse a movie session with them is definitely a must, i remember watching "Mummy" with them, basically all i can think of about that movie is "Setapa-i" and Ahmanet's upside down eyebrows lemfayooo and by the time it was about to go iftar mode, i then decided to treat them jollibee cos the day before was my birthday celebration so i guess it probably would be nice of me if i treated them jollibee and Ashee, if you're reading this, Thanks for the beauty blender, lemfayooo it's as squishy as your face

From left to right: Saza, G, Ami, Fatin, Ashee and yours truly😘

Last 22nd July, i was invited to a gatsby themed party at the Chateau AR residence, where all of the guests were to wear black and Alyaa(the girl who turned 18) to be wearing a white DSV themed glam af gown. Since i was still working in the morning shift(before i was asked to be in the DREADFUL noon till night shift) which the time to go home was at around 5:00 pm, i brought all of my stuff to the place and got ready there, did my make up n got dressed there i swear it was such a rush, by the time everyone was done with their hair and make up, we were going with full on glam, sass with a bit of class bich😎, throughout the party, we ate, ALOTTTT and let me tell you all, the food was spot on😉 and after all the eating we gathered on the dance floor and went from gatsby to mordern edm dance club, i swear that was the most enjoyable party i've ever been in, like even prom couldn't even top it.

With Audadi

top left: Fatin, Audadi Fatin Jenner, yours truly and Ziqah,
Bottom: Heizal

30th July, i went to the same venue as the gatsby party, this time, it was Alyaa's youngest sister, Faizzah to celebrate her birthday, with the theme; Hawaiian party, and there were alot of students from her batch(lord seeing them makes me miss them so much, it's like the first time in months since i've seen them) we danced all day from Latino music to Dangdut, everyone was looking so cute weeee, esp yours truly😝, knowing me, i was the most extra cos i danced alone to DSV's I Am Me and Beyonce's 7/11 and leaving them was like leaving for the hostel life like you have to leave them cos you're forced, i cried while leaving them like i don't want to to leave them :(

20th August, it was the time where we went to the Muara Beach in, you know, Muara. Firstly we all gathered at Alyaa's and the typical get ready with us moment, them we took a lonnnnnggggggg journey as Muara is legit far from Brunei eventho it's in the same district. We had alot of fun, we ate, sang along to music and did alot of silly stuff together, i swear it was so fun, we went to the shore, and walked along, looked at the little cute tiny creatures that are around the area, we took photos and huntyyyy it was beautiful because we had an opportunity to look at the sunset, it was fun.

16th September, it was Audadi's turn to celebrate her 14th Birthday as usual i brought my clothes and went to the venue, got ready there and went on full party mode(eventho i was about to have a sick ass fever at that point), and surprisingly her classmates were there and shockingly, they know me lolfayoooo and were shook about my highlight cos there were alot of highlighters going on at that time and absolute had a blast, and that was the second time i cried cos i didn't wanted to leave all of them, they're all like blessings to me and note, all of these parties were me in full face of make up thats for sure😉

24th September, the most horrible, embarrassing, and repulsive thing that has ever happend to me, i saw this Advertisement on instagram that they're scouting for models(no height requirement needed) i for sure wanted to come but i was absolutely blank about what to wear and stuff, so i asked Alyaa and Co. a few days before if they wanted to accompany me to the place that they're scouting for, but there was a damn catch, i can't wear make up. After they all said yes i was happy, i came at 9 and shockingly they're still in bed like i was all dressed up we were basically procastinating? And i had to like see them get all glammed up and i was like "Why owh why do they have to require such rule?" I did what they asked for, no make up, foundation concealer contour and absolutely no brows and highlight, sigh. Before we went out, we took some photos for the portfolio and huntyyyy the photos were dope ass sick, all photos were taken by Audadi's phone like hunty bless u + Ami for the photos:

By the time we got ready holy fk we were damn late and everyone was in the waiting room like suddenly i don't wanted to continue but for the sake of them because THEY WERE ALL ROOTING FOR ME(Tyra Banks voice enhanced), i had to continue, so i had the balls to get out of the car. The girls went along with me(thanks gurls) so the moment i went inside the waiting room, i was trembling, quaking and definitely shaking cos like looking at them my confidence level absolutely went downhill seeing them, and one of Ami's friend aprroached our group and went on all "Heyyy tsup Nassabdazm" at me, in my heart i've slapped him several times alright, plus i WASN'T in the mood to reply anybody's greet like gurl y'all know i might be an extrovert but when it comes with confidence i got none(lol what a lie) at one point the funny thing was i had to ask ami to accompany to fill up the form to fking know that the registration has finished like asdfghjkl god knows how EMBARRASSED i was, not only that i felt sorry because Audadi had to skip her tuition just for this? Like Nass why Nass. The photos were done but i didn't get to register like ??????? I'm not saying that the girls are the cause of it, it's them like why can't the registration time be unlimited like WFKINGHFKINGY??? I swear if Fatin was there she might just probably be my #1 supporter bc she knows i can do this, she knows i have the talent they all know and thats why i love them, since we didn't get to go for the casting we then head to Times Square to accompany Audadi buy some stuff for an event, BOIII my face was not beat for it i had to go to places, BAREFACED even if my brows were on my face just feels kinda naked, we then headed to Potato Habit and had Boost Juice, we then headed to the Mall for Alyaa's never ending assignments, i know, Mall, Assignments they just never click lol. Anyways, we didn't do much shi' there we just wandered around, after everything was done we then headed to the Qlap area, we decided to eat at Healthy Habbits and decided to have a genuine talk about life even more, they were all cute eating and talking and thinks that theres no shi' going on. We went to Sweet As Sara's for some cupcakes and went back to the mall and went back home, it was absolutely genuine.

Basically these days were the absolute best, bc i filled my time with ppl who don't waste my Shi'

Then November comes and thats where i rarely i mean RARELY go home, cos i have to take care of my mom whos suffering diabetes and last 5th November her stoke came back and this time its affecting her speech and right side of the body. The RIPAS hospital told us that we have to wait for a bed to be available and and it was that day, 14th of November around 3 in the afternoon we were bought by the Ambulance(i felt so important, but i wasn't worried tho cos i know my mom she was stable at that time) we were bought to the NSRC building and hunty lemme tell you the view of the beach, is absolutely breathtaking, the sunset holy damnnnn definitely wonderful despite of being "Quarantined" for like almost a month away from your own home? But then hey it's better than being Quarantined with ppl who fck with you(shading my haters). God i need a life lol.