Halloween throwback: 31st October👻🍭🍬👽💀🎃

Hello!😁 So last year today my family and i went into this gruesome haunted house at Jerudong Park, that was the first time i've went into a haunted house like it was seeing fake friends being possessed. So i'm just gonna make this short ok like no long paragraphs(pfft)

So i was informed on ig about the haunted house 2 days before the 31st and i was kinda excited and kinda scared? So yeah mixed emotions were in me that time and soon as i got into the amusement park, i suddenly became excited, we came at 5:30 p.m and played some rides there, the first ride was the rollercoaster ofcourse, and the bumpercar came second, and the time was getting late, so we decided to make our line there i remember a person who gave us a form saying that they wont be responsible for any missing items in there bla3 i forgot, i didn't even signed the paper, i just folded it because i was damn confident that i will hold my phone tightly because who wouldn't? Plus while we were queing up, a person dressed up as a ghost came near us and i was trying to avoid it, cos i was to legit embarrassed to shriek since it was outside that time😂 so lucky me, it didn't even approached😂

So while we were waiting it started to rain, (yehaaa💃*sense the sarcasm) but the only thing was, we were outside waiting and we were soaking wet due to the rain and thunder(that halloween vibe) omg i felt really uncomfortable that time because i was feeling rather humid, wet and all, since we were already close to the entrance so we couldn't have stopped there, so as we were about to enter to the place, i was like "Bismillahhiramhannirahim" and this girl said "Amin"😂 to reply towards me n i went "Eh hehehe". So as we entered the place, it was kinda ok(because it was the starters) and as we went in there, i started to freak out because i was seeing some unwanted sightings, so i covered my eyes n clenched my fist while holding my mom's blouse, when the coast was clear, i opened my eyes slightly and everytime i saw something i shriek and close my eyes back, i remember something followed me that time but i wasnt sure since it was so dark, even my mom was like ignoring me that time😂 and during the time we were about to leave the house we got lost so one of the ghosts held out a mannequin's arm and touched me and i went "Don't touch me!" And the person yelled "No one's going to touch you!!!" What ever😂 plus we were in a rush that time so yeah, i got out of there really pale faced coming down the stairs.

The rain was getting heavier that time and we decided to go back to our car, parked at the foodcourt🤘 and we literally walked under the rain and thunder💥 like literally flashed⚡ infront of my eyes so i went full on "Subahanallah" that time and safely arrived to the carpark. So i guess thats all and so once again Happy Halloween people🎃🍭🍬👻💀👽

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Throwback: Ugama School

Hello guys! I'm back and currently i have finished like 8 days of my examinations i just have to go through 2 more days and i'm done with school, sorry if i havent been publishing any activities lately, prolly i'd be publishing some posts this November and December but for now i'm just gonna be posting some throwbacks

So for my next throwback i'm gonna do one about my sekolah ugama life, just basically highlights and some unforgettable moments of when i was in that school. The place was more like a hut rather than a school as the heat was unbearable and the only cooling system was the fan, there had no air conditioners except for the staff room, guest room and the principal's office(Ugh), usually i'm not always that exposed to heat but damn boi is it just me ot the heat is getting into me? So anyways, the first day i entered that school was on 6th January 2007, in my primary school i was in primary 2. It was the first day of school and i've already got mocked from my classmates, some of them even teased me because i was more to the feminine side rather than the opposite, i dont really remember whether it was me who complained to the teacher that i'm being mocked or the teacher herself heard it, Anywho, as the months go by, i'm the smart ass in that class like who always get the ranks of under 10 and was very pro at reading, spelling and all and that year was where i had my first scar on my right knee and caused by my classmate who tried to scare me with folding her eyelids omg, and there are alot more of the scars but just uncountable for me and when i want to go to the toilet, i would always ask someone to accompany me there because even if it's in the afternoon, the toilet is the scariest place back then omg.

At the year 2008 i go promoted to year 1 where we were still into Iqra' i didn't really focused on my iqra' cos i'm confident with my reading and all, the year where 2 classes collide into one after the previous teacher got married there at the school's hall and the whole class got invited😂. After the previous teacher no longer worked there, the 2nd class's class teacher became mine, and i still remembered my seat mate and i were goofing off that time and everyone was standing because the teacher asked a question and if we couldn't answer we have to stand up and answer again, but for me? no i just had to goof off and got scolded by standing infront of the door with my friend and that time my tooth was about to fall off and that made me more kusut that time.

2009 where i upgraded myself to year 2 that time, i finally get to use the Qur'an and was very excited and we were seperated into groups that time and if i wasn't mistaken, i was in the ج class meaning the average class of reading the qur'an(i think?) And that time i used to be bullied again but this time my parents complained to the teacher to ask the students to stop bullying me and instead try to be nice for once. They did, but it didn't last as i realised i was the one who started the thing.
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Throwback to 2011 omg😂

2010 i was around year 3 but i didn't really remembered what happend here so i'm just gonna skip this part.

2011 where i was in year 4ا and the others were next door at 4ب، i remember 4 teachers came to our school and teached us but the subjects were complicated, Munakahat, Zakat, Haji, Muamalat and all omg those weren't my favourite subjects especially Muamalat and Munakahat. I got into this program called 3K(Kebersihan, KeIndahan dan Kecantikan?) And the others were just prefects, and i have never felt so important before(i know it's just as second important after a prefect is) but yeah i've always kept the school clean that time for only that year, yeah okay. And there was this one time where i got my dignity violated by a year 6 student that time, and the teachers blamed me for that cause as i constantly disturb them but i dont blame myself tho for what they did, all they could do was just give me a piece of advice by telling me not to disturb them, but nope, they just had to do that to me.

2012 Year 5, i didn't really liked that year cos i was a poklen(we all were, weren't we?) And the school just added 2 more classes and mine happens to be 5ت that time with 2 or 3 students added into the class, i didn't really enjoyed the environment bc there were  some ppl i hated, disliked and all the teachers were....... pretty okay(?) I get scolded alot that time because not doing homeworks and tend to neglect the tasks given by teachers. Lets just say that i wasn't that original back then.

I should've smiled omg😂

2013 at year 6, the year i faced my SSSRU exams that time and experienced my Khatam Al Qur'an on the 8th of July and the only year i get to experience a class which consists of 5 boys only whom i have to deal with their antics and having the best class teacher back then who would always treat us nasi tahai at the stall near our school and weren't really that connected with the afternoon students but only during the khatam rehearsals we kinda bonded together and met after 9 months of not seeing each other that time. And i'd still remember the whole month of september where i bought my phone to school and didn't wore my songkok for a month, and during that time when i was called out for my oral exams, i literally blushed because i was so damn nervous back then omg and during the SSSRU exams its self, i became a witness that time, again i felt important(😂) plus it was on an afternoon, and i was having a very bad skin condition back then. I was scratching like crazy and the teacher ignored my suffering that time ugh how dare u

From 2007 to 2013

Werking it since then, ignore the chairs om

1st November 2014 we met once again for the final time before facing our lives as year 10 students who would be focusing on our academics, thats when we recieved our certificates that we finished our studies in that school plus i've been seeing some improvements on the school compound, i prolly should pay the school a visit,

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Throwback to 26th October 2013

Hello! Sorry i haven't been posting anything lately as i was very busy with my exams and all so today i had Geography and Mathematics paper 1 and i almost forgot that today was the anniversary of my lost phone

26th October 2013, the day i lost something precious to me, my Samsung Galaxy SIII. So this story is like 2 days before my phone dissapeared, since that was like the time where the people who went to Makkah to perform their Hajj to go back to their homeland, and i was talking to my friend planning on how am i going to get the casing she gave to me i was at a function back then.

My favourite photo of me in 2013 with my phone

So the very next day on friday which was a science practical exam that time, i finally got the casing and i was so happy to see it, it had a picture of me with "Nicki Minaj" printed at the very middle part of the casing, that friday i didn't brought my phone to school since it was on a friday but turns out all of my classmates really did brought their phones to school (ugh)

So that time, the subject was mandarin and music(if i wasn't mistaken), around 2 or 3 in the afternoon, after finishing music that time, i went down to take a break, as soon i was about to put my stationeries at my pencil case(the place where i put my phone as well) i was legit shocked to know that my phone wasn't in my pencil case, i searched up, down, near, far, left and right and even asked people whether or not they've seen my phone or not, until i had the guts to accuse people that they stole my phone, i know i didn't knew what i was thinking

So after i went for my mandarin SPE exam, i went home a little bit late because i was discussing with my friend, Sarah whom helped me with my dilemma that time(Thank you😁) and i didn't told my mom about what happend to my phone as i was so damn scared that she might be furious with what had happend, so i decided to tell her a week after the incident, my dad became the first family member to be told that i lost my phone, the teachers weren't really that helpful with my dilemma, esp the discipline teacher, but i get it, it's my fault that i brought it to school, i hope i wont forgrt this date till when ever n pray that the person who stole my phone will rot in hell n get his hands melted like a wax figure at the Madamme Tussauds.

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Throwback: 2002

A major throwback so I don't actually recall what occured last 14 years, but what i remembered was me being in London with my family and cousins, i was really loud back then(until now), and i was considered as a Eurasian back then, due to my face😂 and i felt welcomed by the people there. I wasn't really that exposed to fashion back then like not knowing what Harrods was, or even Burberry.

I remembered my dad brought me to this playground where i played there, omg and by the time we we're about to go home i threw a tantrum because i didn't even wanted to go home so i cried and cried and cried until i calmed my tatas down. I went to Aberdeen there to visit my mom's friend and i'm just gonna be honest with you all, i don't really remember what happend

I have alot of pictures on my photo album like lots of it, and some pictures of my parents when they went for Umrah, but yeah it's in an album that looks like a holy book ok what even😂

London, 2002
because posting these photos one by one
would take alot of time

So these pictures are from the album and was kept till this very day ok and it means alot to me because in this photo album has alot of me in it and i love it when everything is about me, i feel happy bout it.

So anywho, we we went to alot of places back then, Madam Tussauds; took pictures with wax figures, visited Big Ben, went for a ride on the London Eye, sat on cold white snow, touched a goose, and basically thats what i only remember omg so sorry for the short paragraphs and i'll think of something to publish for my next post😁

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To Ashee: Hehehe

21st October, Saza, Ashee, Ami, Fatin and I came to school for maths 2nd extra class where Ashee said the most funniest thing today.

Basically from my memory was that Ashee said my presence annoys her, and it goes
Me: You better be happy i put your name in my post
Ashee: I don't see you post a thing about me on your highlights and throwbacks
Me: Because you werent there
Ashee: exactly

And the teacher bumped into our conversation and Ashee said basically his happy moments are always without me and thats where i cracked up and lmao

From the left: Ami, Fatin, Ashee(As tagged) and Saza

This girl has alot of nicknames, Khairun, Nisa, Siqin, but most of the time we'd just call her Achiken because Asyiqin sounds like A Chicken and Squishee because her face is as Squishy as a beauty blender. she Has this Trade mark which is #Ashee and is used when you've done something stupid or just generally slow. Basically, only three things that would scare the crap out of her are spiders, clowns and dolls, the only way we could scare her is by showing her a picture of a clown or throw a doll towards her or just prolly purchase a fake spider and throw it at her. We have this thing where both of us always tend to fight and she would always want to just throw her scissors towards me and we both would also annoy each other where I disgust her with my daddy kink bs and she would just go makes an annoying comeback by annoying the crap outta me, too with a korean confession song or just simply by singing gwiyomi. Saza would always give tough love to Ashee where Saza wouldn't say love u back to her and pushes her off when she tries to hug Saza, and she mostly likes to eat those Ube Talaga(No color added[sound effects by Fatin]), those apam stuff, and likes to drink bandung as well, other than clowns, spiders and dolls as her dislikes, she also has 2 dislikes; water and me.

So i'm writing this post Dedicated to Ashee eventho this is not her birthday post. We're not really that close but i feel like as if you're a big sister to me, who would call me stuff i don't even like "Kid", "Child" Ughhhh. So on my previous posts, the 2016 highlight, and 2015 throwback 18th November 2015, there weren't any pictures of Ashee because she was MIA

We remembered the girls and i watched poltergeist which consists of clowns there and we all know how much Ashee is afraid of clowns so we decided to watch that, luckily it was on a Ramadhan day where no clowns or ghouls were out and about that time😂 i don't really remembered what occured that time cos it was like last year

And the time where we celebrated Ashee's birthday on 14th January this year where we planned to buy her a baby alive and called her Erith Santos or whatever, and i think you'd be a great mother despite her shiftings from one place to another at unexpected times

But there were some scenes where she was there like the time we went to Fatin's to surprise her last 11th of July at her home, we first planned to go at Ami's first, i was the first one to arrive, then G, after that Saza and last but not least Ashee, i still remembered the time a can of sugar cane spilled on her dress and had to wash and dry it again, after everyone was there, we went to Fatin's thanks to Kaka Ah  for sending us there, we waited for the perfect timing for her to surprise her, thanks to Fatin's parents as well hehehe, thanks for being a "Big Sister" to me Ashee🌞

Credits to Saza for giving me pointers for the first long paragraph

My life as an SMSS student

2012; I still remembered the first day of my secondary school life began, 4th January 2012, a freshman in school, i was very lame back then, but very mischievous(self proclaimed) but also gets bullied at the same time and very ugly rather than now which is a very huge glow up, and i learned my lesson, never pick a fight if you want to be respected by other people.

i used to get scolded by my english teacher whenever i do something bad and that makes me scared of doing stuff in school like everyone would just complain to my english teacher and always skip thursdays(because thats the day where the english subject has 3 periods, or was it 4, i forgot) and i'd always fight with my mains, Naqibah and Amal, i would get blamed for what i didn't even do and get scolded And people would feel disgusted if i touched their stuff like was i that dirty? And always get complained to the teachers that i'm always annoying my classmates(annoying until now Hahaha) and that year i was in the Warisan Budaya CCA with Ashee that time, we weren't really that close😁

2013; i had the glow up at 20% that time i would always wear a jacket at the beginning of the year n probably sometimes during the middle of the year, i'd always take an early dismissal during Mondays or Tuesdays during teacher Nirmala's class(hehehe) because i'd get patches of skin getting itchy and it's making me feel uncomfortable because i'd get afternoon classes were hot af even if the air conditioner was on.

My CCA that time was The arts and crafts CCA where Naqibah, Ami, Fatin, Amal and I were in the same CCA and the Only boy in that class, we went to a circus and joined for sportsfest, Naqibah was in the red house, Amal was in the green house, Ami and fatin were in the blue house and as for me, I was in the orange house i didn't joined any sports that time, Neither did Naqibah, Amal joined Netball if i wasn't mistaken, Ami and Fatin joined cheering + thats where we all faced our SPE exams that time and lets not forget the time i lost my phone last 26th of October 2013 that time at around 3 pm.

2014: glow up at 40%, Thats where the time and students have changed, i was the first one to arrive at school knowing that our class was near to the staff room, and was very hard for us to make noise as the teachers would just hear the noise from next door. And the time we joined our second sportsfest where Ami, Saza and I were in the green house, Fatin in the purple house and  G and Ashee in the Red house

Where the whole year 9 and 10 joined for the 30th National Day celebration where our school's theme performance was "Identiti Bangsa" and was part of the puak Belait. Our performance was great in my point of view, and really worth it despite being under the sun for a month or so. We enjoyed going to the stadium for practice and was very excited as we get to see our old friends who transferred to other schools as well. We weren't really that close that year, and didn't really hanged out much that time

2015: glow up at 70%, last year too the year 9 and year 10 joined for the 31st National day of brunei, we were in the Core group doing feild performances and all, too like 2014 went to the stadium to practice and also the Taman Sir Muda Omar Ali Saifuddien in the Capital of Brunei, Bandar Seri Begawan, also at the SOAS field we encountered a friend of ours at a new school who refused to see us that time(the reason was unknown till this very day ok).

And that year was the year where the girls and i had a bonding time during November went to an Amusement park, Swimming, to a wedding, shopping complex. But the only thing was we didn't really bonded during December, sad.

2016: full on glow up at 100% bishes! Wuzz good? the year where we all bonded as 6 and went through Free days, Raya Celebrations, Teachers day and Recognition days, joined the 3rd sportsfest where I was in the blue house, Ami in the yellow house, G in the orange house, Ashee in the green house, Saza in the white house and Fatin in the Red house. We all were determined for our O level exams, and went for surprise parties, open houses, and all, and i certainly can't wait to graduate and strive excellence because i know we can strive knowledge for our future lives.

2015 Throwback: 15th November 2015

Another 2015 throwback was on 15th November where Ami, Fatin, G, Iskandar, Saza n I went for a wedding invitation at our beloved teacher's wedding at her home.

From the left: Fatin, Ami, Saza, G Ashee and Iskandar and I

Obviously the girls and the guys had to be seperated(thats why Iskandar was brought along) so i don't feel lonely or awkward sitting with a bunch of people i don't even know under a tent.

The funny thing was, there was a tent reserved for us, the students. Iskandar and I weren't told because we didn't even knew there was a tent reserved for us, so we sat far away from the girls until we received a text saying that we have 2 seats more and luckily we got there as fast as we could and luckily we moved to the other tent after the family did the adat Berziarah, otherwise we would have to salam them for the second time😂.

The groom finally arrived(in a white volvo ok) and so we waited there and until it was time for the doa selamat to be recited and soon as we were about to eat, i didn't really ate that much as i wasn't that familiar with the food so i just grabbed what i could and eat less, after we ate, the bride and groom where brought out to take some decent pictures, and soon as that was done it was time for a group photo, we were very excited to take pictures and selfies with the newly wed that time

From the left: Fatin, Iskandar, Me, G, Saza, Ashee and Ami with the newly weds😁

After we went inside to take some memories, we went out to wait for our pick ups, and while waiting, there was a karaoke session as well, but i didn't actually joined as i am very shy plus it's not nice if we disrupt the neighbourhood with my not so nice voice, lol. This is a memory that i shall not forget when and wher ever. And it'll be cherished always😇

2015 throwback: 18th November 2015

Remember when i said i might be doing another 2016 highlight some other time? I've made a quick thought about it, so instead i'm just gonna do a throwback on 18th of November 2015, where Ami, Fatin, G, Saza and i went to Times Square to have some bonding time, i still remember what song i listened to until i can't forget the memories made; it was "Yang Tersayang" by Amelina and Iwan, damn that was a classic one and yes 2015 was the year that i was into dangdut, like full on

I remembered we were about to go watch a Thai Horror Comedy film, "Ghost Ship" which literally tells the story of 3 ppl in a ship with a spirit thats racking havoc in the ship just to get revenge on the person who killed her something. You get the idea. Before we went up, we ate lunch at Jolibee's and ate their chicken strips with rice and a side of a small tub of mash potato, and ate their ice cream, it's so creamy i wanna eat it by just talking about it omg 😍😭

From the left: Ami, G, Saza, Fatin and I

From the left: Saza, Ami, Fatin, G and I

From the left: Saza, G, Ami, Fatin and I

After we were out from the cinema, we went beside Times Square and headed to the Airport mall and straight to Utama bowling, I didn't really played much, i just sat there giving support to G n Saza as they were the only ones who played, Ami and Fatin were also there, too bad Ashee wasn't, so we were about to ditch the bowling alley, we took a rest and went to search for food and we end up eating at the Times Square food court so we just chilled there until it was time for our parents to pick us up, and thats something for us not to forget

2016 highlights: Ami's surprise birthday bash

One of the memories i wont forget was when we went to Ami's house at a very unexpected hour for her which was around 12:00 - 1:00 in the midnight just to give her a surprise that she'll never ever forget.

We've planned to surprise her like around march or early april(i forgot) to surprise her during midnight, so we came up with this plan to surprise her, we didn't really bought a birthday cake, just a pandan cake and we just used whipped cream for the upper part of the cake to dip her face on the cake as well, exactly she wasn't the only one to have cream on her face, i too had cream on the face but hers was the epic, so we decided to sleep over at hers as well, sleeping late and woke up late around 7, luckily there was a shortcut to school,

From left: Adik, Ami, G, Saza, Fatin
(And me at the back)

Just as we were done with Ami's surprise, there was another program at school, International Jazz Day, which happens to be on Ami's Birthday, the stage was full of Jazz players from our school(?)

We only do front rows during fashion shows honey😉😎

And so that concludes my 2016 highlights, i might be doing a 2016 highlight some other time as well😁

O Level Exams

Currently i'm going through exams which is the final exam of my whole entire high school life(literally) and i can't wait to finish them, i just have to go through 5 more days and i'm done with high school, but obviously i am surely gonna miss my school i am currently in and they're just irreplaceable regardless the people i've known.

I've just been through 3 subjects and i have to finish 3 more, which is Science, Geography and mathematics, wew, plus i have 2 weeks of "Study leave" this October and 8 days of Study leave this November, and the rest will be just Graduation Rehearsals and the actual graduation itself. Through out these 2 weeks of study leave i haven't actually studied, at all. I know i might be going nowhere in life if i don't even have the damn effort to study but thats just me being lazy af and thinking that o levels might be easy.

I've already experienced Bahasa Melayu, English and IRK(Islamic Religious Knowledge) exams and they were just, you know, Nyeh..... But Bahasa Melayu paper 2 literally punched me in the face because the time wasn't even enough for me to finish the 3rd question. English was kinda ok because even though my paragraph only consists of only 4 paragraphs but the lines were alot, and i hope that might help me(please do🙏) and, IRK? Lets just say i said good bye to 40 marks on sejarah because the topics i read for sejarah literally didn't came out on the actual paper(gg nass). Fiqh was 50/50 and paper 2 was hella alot easier than paper 1, i did read tauhid but didn't focused on Hadis but turns out Hadis was actually easy(lets just hope so)

Yesterday i faced my English Language(paper 2) and i'm not trying to jinx it or whatever, but i'm confident that it was easy. I finished before the clock hit 2:45 pm. The summary writing was very hard tho but the short answer questions wasn't. And i am so not ready for Science, Geography n Mathematics omg what even

My 31 day challenges

Last september i was given a choice whether to have a challenge like my friends all have, like Ashee who is given a challenge of drinking 8 glasses of water everyday for 31 days, basically all of this challenges is for our benefit and these challenges is an amazing idea of Saza

First i was given a challenge on not using my phone for a month, i've contemplated on it, i couldn't even go a week without my phone what more if a month? Then i was given a challenge, to not draw on my eyebrows and use stones on my wrist for a month and currently i'm fine with it(not) atleast i dont have to take time drawing them and not even have to hear the jingles on my wrist for a month.

I just can't wait to draw on them back and feel happy about it(and hope i don't forget how to draw them as well, Lol) and not give a damn on what people might say about my brows because Whatever you decide to do with your body --- whether it's wearing make up or not --- is 100% your choice, and you shouldn't have to answer to anyone about your desicion.